I will not be mislead as you have mislead those who professed to follow me. Stop being so needlessly messianic. The world will keep existing despite us. The world will continue destroying itself and recreating itself despite us.
How would you know what they feel, or what anyone else feels? You, who hides from Tumeken's gaze. You, who shuts out the world for your precious quiet.
You, destroyer of the blessed quiet spaces. Even at the ends of the universe, I cannot find peace from you.
My hope to find peace before my victory, even here, where it is so close, so heart-achingly close, is a fool's hope.
Thank you for being the one to remind me of that this day.
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Date: 2012-10-20 04:07 am (UTC)Would you like help?
☑ Do not show me this tip again.
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Date: 2012-10-20 04:18 am (UTC)What.
do you want.
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Date: 2012-10-20 04:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-20 04:41 am (UTC)You have been watching me? You bastard. Go away.
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Date: 2012-10-20 05:24 am (UTC)Where are you?
And I am no more a bastard than you are, sister.
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Date: 2012-10-20 05:48 am (UTC)No, insect is no insult for one such as Scabaras.
Amascut awakes, angry at the godling that dared call her sister. Also angry that she allowed herself to be goaded so easily.
On her perch high upon the trapeze platform she regains her calm.
The meditative state comes harder than before, but it does return.
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Date: 2012-10-20 05:58 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-21 04:04 am (UTC)A distraction... for her father.
A way to forget her, to forget his daughter. To forget.
You would like it if forgot myself. To forget what happened. To forget what has to happen.
I would like to forget. To fade away and let myself fade away. To stop existing. But I remember and I exist. I remember -- the world exists.
You could have helped me. All would be blessed, all would be quiet if I had my way
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Date: 2012-10-21 04:17 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-21 05:13 am (UTC)The needless suffering, repeating over and over again.
You. Oh, you, so quick to abandon those who love you. Perhaps you are my brother, my father's son. You care for your people as much as he does.
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Date: 2012-10-21 05:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-21 05:52 am (UTC)Care for whom? Who are my people? I have tried Scabaras, I have tried. But ...
I am a means to an end. A tool. Never the end itself.
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Date: 2012-10-21 06:14 am (UTC)I have heard this from you before.
You aren't Destruction. You never were. We aren't the abstract concepts that mortals associate us with. We just are.
Tumeken misses you. Elidinis misses you. Your family misses you. Come back.
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Date: 2012-10-21 06:32 am (UTC)You, destroyer of the blessed quiet spaces. Even at the ends of the universe, I cannot find peace from you.
My hope to find peace before my victory, even here, where it is so close, so heart-achingly close, is a fool's hope.
Thank you for being the one to remind me of that this day.
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Date: 2012-10-21 06:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2012-10-21 06:44 am (UTC)Hypocrite.
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Date: 2012-10-21 06:48 am (UTC)silence
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Date: 2012-10-21 07:02 am (UTC)Burn. End us.
all
shall
burn
"I will not forget. I will not be forgotten."
"The world needs me."